Father, I love...

Father, I love... "What do you love son?" I love... "Don't worry...you can say whatever is on your heart." I love... "What is the matter son?" I love... "I know what it is!" You do? "You love me." I love you.

Just be!

“Just be,” said the Father. “Be what?” I asked. “Just be,” repeated the Father. “What do you mean?” I questioned. “Listen, My son,” spoke the Father. “I am!” I replied. “Just be,” said the Father. “Once again, what does that mean?” I questioned again. “It is what I say!” said the Father. “Just be?” I asked. “Just be!” replied the Father…I awoke from my slumber and cried out, “Just be!”

Father & Son

Father!? Yes child. Where am I going? Why do you ask child? I want to know Father. What is the reason for you asking? Well, I guess I am fearful. What are you fearful of son? I fear being lost, alone, and unloved. There is no need to fear child; I am with you and I love you dearly! I know Father…though my flesh tells me otherwise. I know child, you must be cautious, focus on me, and let go of control so that you may find rest in Me. I am so unclean Father. Not in My eyes child; I see My Son poured upon you. Why? There was no other way for you to come to me other than through My Son. I see Father. I am here. You are here Father. You are found. I am found. You are loved. I am a loved.

Insufficient love

Always... insufficient, never meeting expectation
Critiqued and bare with all my imperfections shown
Always...feeling like the root of the problem
Worsening the moment, easy to be judged
Always...being compared from then and now
Causer of heartache, I should be so ashamed

While...

I am insecure...are you the same?
Nothing is perfect...is that okay?
Relationships take time...do you agree?
Then...what is wrong with me?